Sunday, May 30, 2004 | "I fuck around and pull eight out
Blast your face off or blow your brains out
Nigga, I'll leave you laid out
Then I pull the gat in my waist out
Put it in your mouth
And keep squeezin till the whole clip is sprayed out
Take the gun in my ankle brace out
Shoot you in the stomach till I see the last meal you ate drain out
Your face look spaced out
I gut you like a trout
And scream my name out while I'm scrapin your rib cage out"
-Cannibal
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Thursday, May 27, 2004 | Serves me right...
*hiss*
I was so vexed at my girls house yesterday! I wrote about her being pregnant last year..? Well she had the baby in january.. I saw the baby when she was first born and all.. she's a cutey.. nice blue eyes and all that.. I dropped by after work yesterday just to hang with her cuz I mess her! Now that she's a mama she can't gist on the phone and she's MIA for months trying to move out of her parents house and back to shcool.. Don't get me wrong i'm happy for her and I guess I understand her being busy trying to get her life together but I don't see why she waited until after a baby to do all this shit..? It must suck to move back home after living on ur own but u couldn't have been that successful as an independent woman if u get preggy and have to haul ur ass back to ur parents crib.. Plus I have no clue why she thought she HAD to have a baby, fall out of love with her baby and still have his baby? Like it's ur last chance or soemthing.. I just don't get girls sometime.. I mean it's not like she's 40 or something.. Look at Madonna sh had her first baby at 38! I'm str8 for a good long while!!
Anyway I don't really bring all thi up with her cuz I know she's still caught up in the oft romainticized world of single motherhood.. I mean how can u not enjoy it when they're throwing money at cha.. but what about what ur putting urself up against..? I don't know any single mother who can really do it by themselves and I definitely think it'e usually because they weren't ready for it AND they shouldn't be so quick to have babies alone anyway. I dunno I have y opinions about it but I do kno wthey're blessings and alllllllmost angels these kids.. I fall in love with all of them so quickly.. but next time I go remind me not to be playing with a baby with no burp cloth with a badasss jacket on.. The second time I'm wearing this jean jacket my sis bought for me and POOF! It's off the the cleaners because of some baby-puke.. yuck.
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Monday, May 24, 2004 | I'm chasing STUPENDOUS C.R.E.A.M
Fuck a dollar and a dream y'all.. that's my motto for this year. Ever since I got this job I've become soooo lazy! And I've come to realize how precious time really is. I can accept that my time during the day is basically paid for and out of my control.. but when I'm home or on the weekend all I wanna dois chill and relax Hell na.. I have to change that.. I remember at one time not even that long ago my heart could barely hold my dreams now less than 6 months into something all I wanna do is act like I'm ready to retire..
Gisting with my girl in Toronto, who's still hustling trying to get her foot in the door.. I felt blessed but also felt like I'm giving up on what used to be the only thing that kep me going.. my plans for the future.
The whole looking for stupendous cream is really anover-statement.. but stupendous success? Yea that is a modest way of stating what i want.. And I don't want it to cost me anything.. I'm not really willing to pay a price.. or at least not a huge price where I sacrifice my morals or ethics.. To be as sweet as I want it to be it must be a clear path.. and I know I don't even need a penny, just a prayer and some hard work..
But I still need some stupendous cream to feed this insatiable materialism I never knew I had! I asked soemone to buy me some LV purses from London! Some might not see it as a stretch that I'm a Material Grrrl.. I don't think I even knew it but hey I guess that's because I was always so broke :o)
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Monday, May 03, 2004 | Today was a good day....
I woke up late and was 15 minutes late for work..
I as forced to listen to Heavy Metal all day because we listened to "Urban" all last week... ugh!
Left for lunch early only to come back 25 minutes late ( shopping it's a disease! )
Decided to stay late to "make up" for the time... except my boss left early and will never know I stayed late! What's the point in being honest if no one see's??? lol I'm so naija..
It's still a good day
Happy Buffday to Miss et cetera
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