Tuesday, April 27, 2004 |
You've been waitin' and debatin' for oh so long
So I'm such a pussycat.... I wanted that damn bird with allll my heart! I swear I really did.. I went to the petstores.. they were biting.. and messy.. thinking those birds were illbred I called aprivate breeder... word is they raise better birds. After much toil I went with my sis and my friend to go look at her aviary... OMG I almost killed the damn thing... what sharp beaks.. it was a mess I couldn't wait to get out of there.. all the birds chirping I felt like I was in a horoor movie.. What was I thinking anyway? I can't handle a bird!! Anyway so that whole thing is out.. they're still cute in pictures but bleh... not for me.
Okay, aside from my impulse decisions... I really wanted a small pet... and I guess I got one for my birthday! except it's some Ice... I think that gift is the only thing I'll be loving and cuddling for the next little while....
Anyway I probably will explain my last post clerly when I have more time to type.. but I'ms o sick of guys thinkign they canplay every girl... you can't... it's not possible there will always be a girl who will trump every play you have.. it's that simple... I can't believe some of the shit some negroes are willing to spit just to get some play.. I dunno but sometimes I wish I was more blunt and to the point cuz I'd really tell them what I thought about their empty promises... But you know it takes away energy from all the good things sheleing in life these days.. so why bother.. I've sworn of boys for life.. strictly men now.. I'm serious they have to be at least 5 years older than me and fully grown... Idon't want no broke bro's who pretend they're balling or hustling big but are only making pocket change... shuu I'm looking for anything that can contribute to my success as a whole not anything that will take away from it.. I thave faith that can and will be found and as my chinese pal Ha always says, you can't date small boys.. so there ya have it.. I'm ready for the next notch... ( literally! )
Aside from all that ( trust me it's nto as much drama as it sounds.. I'm much more calm now-a-days ) but yea I give my all to my work.. I was really busy before but now it's slower.. I got a few more projects on the horizon and I think I'm ready for it... The program I took to keep me busy while I was out of school for that year is fast becoming a PAIN.. and I"m seriously doubting I even want to go back for the lst semester this May... *sigh* if only it was that easy to walk away.. hwo on earth am I going to work full time, juggle 3 projects, all my regular responsibilities, and still take FIVE freaking classes.. na wa.. it's makign me tired just thinking of it actually.. I happy for the work still cuz I got plans for later this year... and this is really building a foundation that I'll later be laying all my hopes on... soit has to be solid...
Aiight that's it for catching up... Outside my life the whole HIV scare in california has really caught my attention.. how sad is it that pornstars sort of feel they aren't prone to AIDS for whatever reason.. like hello? I feel really sad for the 20 year old girl Lara Roxx because she's Canadian and so young to be HIV positive on her fist porn movie.. but damn some of her comments seem painfully naive.. anyway may God be with them sha.. it's really all you can do to stay alive in this world sometimes.. I just dont' think being overly-promiscuous is the most intelligent move you can make in these times...
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Thursday, April 22, 2004 | waiting to...
so it's a done deal... I survived another brithday! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.. how do you stop this thing? lol nah I'm playing... I think I like it cuz I'm happy with where I am in life.. got a big moves planned for this year... and one single birthday promise to myself... no more little boys!
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Sunday, April 18, 2004 | daaaaaang mama!
I thought I was going to wild out this weekend... I ended up chilling with my girl most of today.. we didn't even go out clubbin'. I did have some SOAKED rum cake though and I think I'm a little tipsy.. I don't drink but if you wrap mud in chocolate I probably couldn't resist it....
A month or so ago I wasn't as "okay" with Monday as I am now.. it's cool with me.. I actually feel like it'll be a good thing.. I've been on cloud nine for a minute.. Smiling all day and stuff. A lot of the stress I put on myself this time last year is really easing off, it's like I've come into my own. I'm happy with me for the most part.. So much of those goals have been reached or I'm in the middle of it right now... the only thing left is probably the biggest but it's not an overnight thing anyway so I'm good..
It's funny what good people and positive words can do to your life... I really feel blessed that I'm loved by these people... To be honest, they're the one's that motivate me to be a better person. I know this doesnt' even make anysense but to sum it up, It's good to be NaijaCandy.. ( lately anyway!! )
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Saturday, April 10, 2004 |  
The Pacific Parotlet... I think I'm going to buy one tomorrow.. I hope I like the one they have.. I met one last week and OMG what a cute bird!
I"m scared of pretty much every animal but I was able to be talked into holding this one on my finger.. and it was a wrap! I love these little things.. so since my birthday is coming up.. I'm going to buy it for myself.. I can't wait until tomorrow!!
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