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Tuesday, July 15, 2003 | I can't believe so much bad shit can happen on such a beautiful day....
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Sunday, July 13, 2003 | 50 Million *MORE* reasons to date Tommy Mottola
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So, Mr. Mottola is stinking rich....... not that he was hurting before or anything either...... I say Mr. because I just don't feel it's okay to call anyone worth say.. over 25 Million dollars "tommy" even if I was married to him I'd probably still call him Mr. I mean... you've gotta respect 50 million big one's even if he's a dispicable asshole... make that *allegged* dispicable asshole... asshole's need love too right?? I mean seriously mariah married him for a reason.. so he can't be as bad as she says he is.... it's also highly suspect she finds him an asshole after he's made her rich and famous... she's my 'Hero' and all but she can just stfu. Who else has a case against my man... oh yea.. the OTHER M.J. Don't get me wrong, I used to like Michael Jackson and maybe if I still dug him I might hate Mr. Mottola regardless of his new found.. *ahem* good luck.. but fuck Michael too... one thing I can't stand is rich people bitching about shit.. especially money! "Tommy mottola is the devil".. but he aint raped no kids though!!! I'd rather date an *alleged* asshole than an *alleged* child molestor.... ( say whaaaaat?) And he has future earnings potential which in any respectable golddiggers books makes any "asshole" seem "missunderstood" and in need of love... I did mention how much the deal was worth right...? I mean of all the negroes I know with no job I HAVE to respect a man who not only gets fired but bounces right back and inks a deal worth more than most will see in 3 lifetimes... to be frank, I'm very impressed... that shit just does not happen... Mr. Mottola might be old... possibly small-dicked, definitely divorced, not too cute, probably has more issues than TIME magazine.. but from where I'm sitting there's still 50 million reasons why he could be "Mr. NaijaCandy".... think I'm a gold digger??? I'll show you how to do this honey!!!!
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Tuesday, July 08, 2003 | Just got back from seeing Foxy Brown...... I'm really tired though.. might blog on that later.. the show was hype.. she has too much energy.. she almost threw up on stage twice so I'm wondering if she's preggy again? anyway... more gist on that later.. I can hardly type right now...
1luv.
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Friday, July 04, 2003 | you think you got me penned.....? but you have no idea.
Am I the only one that ever feels underestimated by people...? I don't know what it is about me that makes people harbour and imprecise image of me... I really can't stand it.... I can't stand the feeling that I"m being taken advantage of, insulted on the sly, bastardized... I even underestimate my own rage at these times... I mean pure emotions run through me like shockwaves.. I'm a live wire when I feel...... insulted!! I swear my patience is overcome with titlewaves of pure agitation that even a little taste unleashed could mean ruin for all involved.... and so.. I let it simmer..... I calm myself with the lesson learned... with improved game...... and I say, "never again"... "never again"...
I don't know what it is that makes me have this quiet angst.. it's intrinsic I swear because it comes out of nowhere and just swallows me whole.... I'm overcome and just fueled for spite... the scary thing is that I'm always so calm... and I feel my eyes just get fixated.... like on my way home tonight.. I drove home on auto-pilot.. one minute I was starting my car.. and the next I was parking it at home... a million things might have ran through my mind during that 10 minute drive but none of it had anything to do with trafic laws.... there's nothing I hate more than fooling myself.. or playing myself.. why? because I know better... I can't say theres anyone alive that I've met who I think can play me.. and believe me it's not that I was born that way... more like I was reared to be what I am. I see through a lot... and I have a counteraction for almost anything thrown at me.... but there's this one side of me.. perhaps the only hold-out to my former naive self... the only part of me that wasn't saturated in pain during whatever situations.. the only part of me that kept the rest of me smiling and turning the oher cheek after those hard slaps... that part keeps me hoping that what I see in some people is the truth and not just more bullshit... you know.. like I said.. I hate being underestimated because its not like I don't know better....... but how is anyone else supposed to know that if I keep letting them get away with things... and so I tell myself that this must end.. I won't be walked on. I won't be toyed with because I'm the puppet master..... I move all the strings. ME. I've been way too nice for far too long and it's a wrap on that bullshit.. fuck. What do I really have to do..? shut that voice inside me telling me what I'm seeing isn't game..? that it might be real.. and not to fuck it up? when the other 90% of me is telling me what's REAL and TRUTHFUL? There is always that familiar stench of dishonesty when I deal with certain types and yet all I seem to allow myself to smell are roses.... that readily available dose of sweetness that just refuses to die.... and that omnipresent sappy smile fools people and makes them think I'm soft when I'm not. I'm really pissed tonight.. I feel like I've made the biggest mistake.. nah make that the biggest AVOIDABLE mistake of the year! How could I be such a fool!
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Wednesday, July 02, 2003 | Anybody in my path is a car crash waiting to happen!
nucca what!
I got my heel on the throat, on the pulse of this game
and I ain't letting up!
yup!
I say what I feel! Ya'll Adjust to that!
I just tackle the subject, flack from the public is nothing!
I know real nucca's happen to love it!
Ain't nobody dumping on her!
You ain't in sanitation or a sanitarium!
What? Are you crazy? Naijacandy will bury 'em!
I ain't talking to nobody in particular
the flow is just vehicular homicide!
and she's kicking up dust!
Success is wrapped up, checks just rack up
Everybodys a killer but the deaths dont add up
Everybodys a hustler but the money aint comin in
Yall is it just that my math sucks? nah
This time I'mma supercede they wealth
Try to relate to it, i just speak those facts
if you was in the front now your seat goes back
what the deallin?
I'm just talking to ya!
I'm just talking through ya!
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Wednesday, July 02, 2003 | OUCH! The bitter, bitter truth
Your energy is substantial and that usually hides a weaker internal body and spirit. You do have considerable self-confidence and a tremendous belief in your abilities to succeed. This position usually burns brightly but sometimes burns out early in life. Be sure to take care of that body you live in, it's the only home you have.
You actually would prefer not to be in the spotlight but many times seem to end up there anyway. Instead, you like influencing the goings-on from the sidelines. The intrigue, the arm twisting, the smoke-filled rooms are things you can sink your teeth into. There is an aura about you makes people want to trust your judgment.
You are creative, have a real independent spirit and are usually very self-sufficient in life. You do much better in your own line of work whatever that may be, than being in the stiff corporate world. Conventional thinking and acting is not your forte. Sometimes you could be quite outrageous.
You could have a tendency to be argumentative and combative, traits you really need to manage or they will become overbearing on many other people. You need a lot of outdoor physical activity to burn up the frustration and nervous energy you feel, that will also strengthen your spirit.
In love and relationships you are affectionate and passionate but could be a little touchy and dislike criticism. A mate who is well grounded will assist you greatly. You definitely need to learn relationship skills.
As much as I hate to, I have to agree with much of what was written... I don't really nkow how much stock I put in these things.. but sometimes they're ridiculously eerie!
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