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Sunday, October 27, 2002 | went to beenie man on thursday.. that was hype! Ha a blast dancing and bubbling my thing(s) hehehehe lollll. It's funny cuz the night didn't start out that way still.. I haerd the show was supposed to start at like 10pm so I totaly planned on getting there around hum... 9:30.. so when I got there at 10:42 I was pleased.. c-p-time in affect yall I can't fight it and look good at the same time.. so why bother right? anyway, as luck would have it I got a parking spot RIGHT infront of the doors.. total fluke I was just feeling niiiiiiiiice... grabbed my cash jumped out the car.. no line up..? sweeeeet!! anyway that was the beginning of the end.. I stood in line smiling like a moron and when it was my turn the built secutiry gurard/bouncer asked "hey, id please" I was shook. of all nights to forget my id.... I didn't let that phase me.. so I flashed the 32 and I said "can I talk to you real quick please??" he was like "we need id or you can't get in" obviously I wasn't the first one to forget their id.... I cursed and ran back to the car. My id wasn't in there but what else could I do? no minutes on my cell... damn damn DAMN!!! anyway no yawa right I'm the queen of chill I ran back the same way to the entrance of the mall ( the club is in the mall btw ) and I called home collect.. my sis was on the phone and sometimes she doesn't answer he phone... I swear if my heels hadn't been so skinny I would have stomped my foot. anyway, I trued back and she finally answered the line.. I told her I need them to send my id in a cab.. my id was in my purse at home..she wanted me to come home for it...? mind you it was a 25minute drive to get where i was.. plus it was now almost 11pm and I'm still thinking the show started at 10pm right? I was like no I can't .. a cab will be there in 10 mins and it's a 25 minute drive so 40mins top I should have it in my hands right? right.. an HOUR AND FOURTY FIVE MINUTES laterrrrrr cab #098 FINALLY pulled up.. almost ran infron of it.. I mean after trying to keep busy for that long I was bored stiff talkign to people outside, I had some food cuz I hadn't had food all day, a cab driver who I'd thought might be THE cab driver was like "where's your boyfey why didn't he get it for you? you odn't have one? you're hot you should have boyfriends to do that stuff for you" I was laughing.. he let me use his phone it was the cutest little thing too... anyway he finally got a ride and after waiting for a few mins in my car with a friend the cab finally came.. I didn't even ask for change it was almost midnight.. my friend told me the show hadnt started but I was thinking for sure at midnight right? wrong! the damn thing didn't tart till almost 1am I think.. what bull shit! everyoen was like chilling I walked str8 to the stage though.. it was hype I can't lie I had fun despite all the tribulation.I ran into my cuz it was his b-day I acted like I wasn't suprised offered him a drink.. I think he was laready drunk though we caught up and stuff.. it was an a'ight night still.. the reason I think I wanted to be there so bad was because the last time beenie was up here, I was in London working my ass off and that was a serious burn.. plus not much in the form of entertainment gets to my end. Ashanti was here the week before.. heard it was $70!! wtf for? puh lease!! then I heard she was on there for like 25mins tops I'm thinkign well she only had about 8 songs on her album... what could she possibly do with more than 25mins? hum... $70 my foot.
writing a propsal tonight.. I'm very excited abou it. the project and the whole idea of doing something this in the OCMPLETE way. usually when I get work it's like oh just throw something together.. but this is more formal and I really like that...I've got a lot up my sleeve and alot on the stove wow it's good to be busy.
Talked to my girl about going to toronto for new years... you won't believe ol' girl already made plans? shit! she's going to miami.. miami or new york.. ain't that soem ish.. I could go if I want to but I'm up in the air about it. Not sure why really since I have never been to either of those places but I think my main goal in going to toronto was just to chill.. not to spend a heap of money or anything extravagant.. just plain ol toronto you know? so what's my butt doing in Miami??? nah I don't think so still. she said I could still come anyway and be there alone. I have another firend up there but I haven't talked to her since the summer.. plus she's a little susue home maker now so if we wanted to roll she'd have to find a babysitter for her husband and kids. ( assuming he "allowed" her to go out ) *sigh looks like I'll be stuck here... and that sucks.
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Saturday, October 19, 2002 | When clouds huddle in the sky
And tears well in your eye just...
Hold on to the moment...
been so busy it's crazy.. can't even remember it all to blog about but bascally school and looking for work... trying to hustle and get my things together strengthen my resolve... and develop my one-track mind. I don't even want to look left or right. I know what I want.. I need to have it.. I'm so sick of the mediocre now and nothing ever seems good enough....
For now I'm just here all deep engrossed in stankonia ( you wanna come?).
-slum beautiful
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Tuesday, October 08, 2002 | how said is this? I'm probably the last person anyone would call a basketball fan ( sorry to disspaoint some of u ) but i really have no clue about any part of it.... but since hakeem is naija.. I still feel a sense of loss.. or just kinda weird that he won't be there so I can show off and say "did you knwo he's nigerian". Not only is he a nigerian baller.. I just like that "nigerian baller" but he gives back. He built hospitals in nigeria and he's an allaround good guy.. he'll be missed surely, but it's better to leave while ur still at the top right...?
I do have lots to blog about but I really don't feel like typing right about now, nor abou recanting what a crazy day it's been ( tow truck, declined interac card, no gas, meetings, no minutes on my cell... cute shoes ) 'twas quite a day... and to top it off I still havent' had anything to eat... anyway.. if I get to it I might blog about what happened. The main gist of it thoughis that I have a very hard decision to make about what I'm going to be doing about this finding a job thing.. I dunno I'm nuts really confused right now and I'm really tired of being broke :(
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Saturday, October 05, 2002 | It's such a blessing when my eyes
Get to see the sun rise
To get further away from where I've been
But I'll never forget everythang I went through
I appreciate the shit because
If I hada went and took the easy way
i wouldn't be the strong nigga that I am today
Everythang that I did
Different thangs I was told
Just ended up being food for my soul
-g00die m0b
I know I've been posting lyrics for a few days now... but you see how good they are right..? sometimes words can be so healing and such a strength to the spirit... I feel like I could kick some ass today
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Friday, October 04, 2002 | Strange, this feeling I'm feeling
but Jah love we will always believe in
I know you may think my faith is in vain
Til Shiloh we'll chant Rastafari's name...
Work 7 to 7 but I'm still penniless
I've got to rise up alleviate the stress
No longer will I expose my weakness
He who seeks knowledge begins with humbleness
hotpink to cheer me up, bujuB for the weekend... kinda of conveys how I'm feeling today.. I got some good news in my search for an internship.. it sounds really promising but I don't think they can offer me what I need in the long run.. I will take the position if I'm offered it.. well after I find out more on tuesday morning.. after that I'm looking for bigga things. I really didn't want to do anything web related.. I'm just getting sick of the i-net really... *sigh
the only reason I'm online is because I have to finish some coding for a project I never did complete, but my whole body has been aching today.. I just feel miserable like I want to curl up and sleep until tomorrow evening or something... first thing I did today was make some honeyLemon tea and call the only person that makes me feel like a little girl... it helped a lot because now at least I have something to look forward to.I can tell this weekend will be quiet. I'm really looking forward to tonight.
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Tuesday, October 01, 2002 | "If I Ruled The World"
Life..... I wonder....
Will it take me under.... I don't know
Imagine smoking weed in the streets without cops harassin
Imagine going to court with no trial
Lifestyle cruising blue behind my waters
No welfare supporters more conscious of the way we raise our daughters
Days are shorter, nights are colder
Feeling like life is over, these snakes strike like a cobra
The world's hot my son got not evidently
It's elementary, they want us all gone eventually
Trooping out of state for a plate knowledge
of coke was cooked without the garbage we'd all have the top dollars
Imagine everybody flashin, fashion
Designer clothes, lacing your click up with diamond vogues
Your people holdin dough, no parole
No rubbers, go in raw imagine law with no undercovers
Just some thoughts for the mind
I take a glimpse into time
watch the blimp read "The World Is Mine"
If I ruled the world
Imagine that
I'd free all my sons, I love em love em baby
Black diamonds and pearls
Could it be, if you could
be mine, we'd both shine
If I ruled the world
Still livin for today, in
these last days and times
The way to be, paradise like relaxin black, latino and anglo-saxon
Armani exchange the reins
Cash, Lost Tribe of Shabazz, free at last
Brand new whips to crash then we laugh in the iller path
The Villa house is for the crew, how we do
Trees for breakfast, dime sexes and Benz stretches
So many years of depression make me vision
The better livin, type of place to raise kids in
Open they eyes to the lies history's told foul
But I'm as wise as the old owl, plus the Gold Child
Seeing things like I was controlling, click rollin
Trickin six digits on kicks and still holdin
Trips to Paris, I civilized every savage
Gimme one shot I turn trife life to lavish
Political prisonner set free, stress free
No work release purple M3's and jet skis
Feel the wind breeze in West Indies
I make Coretta Scott-King mayor the cities and reverse themes to Willies
It sounds foul but every girl I meet to go downtown
I'd open every cell in Attica send em to Africa
If I ruled the world
Imagine that
I'd free all my sons, I love em love em baby
Black diamonds and pearls
Could it be, if you could
be mine, we'd both shine
If I ruled the world
Still livin for today, in
these last days and times
And then we'll walk right up to the sun
Hand in hand
We'll walk right up to the sun
We won't land
We'll walk right up to the sun
Hand in hand
We'll walk right up to the sun
We won't land
You'd love to hear the story how the thugs live in worry
Duck down in car seats, heat's mandatory
Runnin from Jake, gettin chased, hunger for papes
These are the breaks many mistakes go down out of state
Wait, I had to let it marinate we carry weight
Tryin to get laced, flip the ace stack the safe
Millionaire plan to keep the gat with the cop camera
Makin moves in Atlanta, back and forth scrambler
Cause you could have all the chips, be poor or rich
Still nobody want a nigga havin shit
If I ruled the world and everything in it, sky's the limit
I push a Q-45 Infinit
It wouldn't be no such thing as jealousies or B Felonies
Strictly living longevity to the destiny
I thought I'd never see but reality struck
Better find out before your time's out, what the fuck??
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